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When I was younger, around 7 or 8, my younger cousin and I were swimming in the pool in his backyard. Despite him being younger, he weighed significantly more than I did. I was having fun, playing around with this new squid toy I had gotten. I was swimming around the deep end, pretending I was the squid. He swam over and asked if he could play with it, I said sure just give me five minutes with it. He nodded and swam around for a bit. Five minutes later, he came back and asked for it again. I gave it to him and he floated back to the shallow side to play with it. No less than a minute after I gave it to him, he decided it was a good idea to toss it into the deepest part of the pool and he couldn't swim without a floater much less dive to get it. He asked me to get it for him. I was tired from swimming, so I said no. He asked me again, I said no. He asked me a third time, again I said no. He was done asking. Later, when I decided to swim over to the shallow side, I felt something moving the water behind me. I turned around and before I could react I was shoved under water. I struggled, the water churning around me. I managed to come up once or twice but after I just didn't have the strength. I kicked and spun desperately trying to get loose from my cousin's grip. My lungs were burning and I could feel my energy leaving me. I swore, I was going to die. My cousin was going to kill me. Over a squid toy. Then, my aunt came out and saw. She dove into the pool and ripped him away from me. I used whatever energy was left to launch myself out of the water and cling onto the pool wall. I was so relieved. My lungs were still burning and my eyes were sore from being open so long in the chlorinated water. I struggled and pulled myself out of the pool, heaving on land. Being able to breathe again felt so amazing. Oh, so amazing. After I had gotten dried off and had something warm to drink, my mom collected me and took me home.

I am older now. Much older. This memory still haunts me. I have nightmares about it.

But, now, if I'm honest, I wish he would have killed me then.
I've been going through depression, being ignored from my friend and talked about behind my back, being beaten up. I'm so tired of it. I've tried ways to help with the stress, stopped the bullying and talking behind my back. Life would seem good, right?
Wrong.
My life is horrible. I'm never good enough, never gotten a decent 'You did as good as you could, and I'm proud of you' in my life.
I don't want attention.
I don't want all these expensive things now in life.
I don't want or need love.
The only thing I want is relief.
And there's only one way I know how to get it.
Midnight by TamaTheLion
Midnight
Name: Starshine
Nickname: Midnight
Sexuality: Bi
Mate: None
Pups: None
Family: Unknown
Personality: Grumpy, protective, strong willed, independent, kind.
Short Story:
Abandoned as a pup with no memory other than her name, she survived on her own, managing to live off of scraps of meat left over by a nearby pack. One day, she was caught and claimed herself to be 'Midnight'. She has kept that name since then, and only tells her closest friends her real name and story. Once she was of age, the alpha tried to force her into marrying his son, so Midnight, outraged, left the pack and lives as a loner.

Bases: Wolf Base 2 -redo- Wolf Base 3 -redo- Wolf Base 13
All (c) :icondrla-b:
Midnight(c) Me
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Marcus by TamaTheLion
Marcus
Name: Marcus Tomson
gender: male
orientation: Straight
Mate: To be continued :iconohyeahplz:

Marcus(c) Me
Base(c) :iconxkelbix: Lion Base
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Chris by TamaTheLion
Chris
Name: Chris
Gender: Male
Orientation: Bisexual


Thats all I got for now...Ill update laturr

Chris(c) me
Bases: TLK Base 57TLK Base 32Go Boy BaseWolf or Dog Base
Credits: :iconsixnewadventures: :iconlaheh: :iconemo-x-loss:
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"Awwww come on Alex! Please?" Pepper whined giving me her puppy dog face.
"No! I don't want to go..and you know I don't dance!" I grumbled, folding my arms.
"I promise I won't make you trip!" She pleaded. I hated when she pleaded.
"Alright, alright! I'll go. But I'm.not.DANCING!"
"Yayyy!!!" She grinned and hopped around the room.
I sighed...what had I gotten myself into this time?

Later that day, I was home. Pretty boring day, but eh. Such is life.
I got ready for tonight, putting on my usual dark red hoodie and black ripped jeans. I ruffled my hair, giving myself some goofy hairstyles before changing it back to normal and smiling.
Sai, my little sister, rapped on the door and came in.
"Hey."
"Hey."
"Pepper beg you again?"
"Yup."
"I can tell. You can practically see your vain bulging out of your head."She chuckled.
"Not funny." I sighed and sat down at my desk.
She huffed and moved a strand of her hair out of her eyes.
"I know this is your first time dating a girl, but at least try and act as if your going with Justin Timberlake or something."
I grumbled,"Not helping, Sai. Where's Zantu? I know he had that thing with Nuka. Maybe he could help?"
"Hes downstairs doing homework."
I got up and walked downstairs. Sai was right, Zantu was sitting on the couch doing homework.
I sighed and walked over to him.

----------------------------ONE LECTURE ON LOVE LATER-------------------------------------

"Yeah, thanks Zantu." I groaned sarcastically,"That helped a lot."
"Hey, your the one who asked me." He huffed and folded his arms,"And your rides here."
I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed, getting up,"Yeah. Later." I gave Zantu a hug and glomped Sai from behind before leaving.

Oh what a 'jolly' night this would be...
Short Story #1
Lol yussss x3 I told you guys there would be short stories!
And yus Zantu, I HAD to use the Nuka thing B3

Myself and Pepper(c) Me
Sai(c) :iconxxdarklinuxxx:
Zantu(c) :iconzantuthelion:
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When I was younger, around 7 or 8, my younger cousin and I were swimming in the pool in his backyard. Despite him being younger, he weighed significantly more than I did. I was having fun, playing around with this new squid toy I had gotten. I was swimming around the deep end, pretending I was the squid. He swam over and asked if he could play with it, I said sure just give me five minutes with it. He nodded and swam around for a bit. Five minutes later, he came back and asked for it again. I gave it to him and he floated back to the shallow side to play with it. No less than a minute after I gave it to him, he decided it was a good idea to toss it into the deepest part of the pool and he couldn't swim without a floater much less dive to get it. He asked me to get it for him. I was tired from swimming, so I said no. He asked me again, I said no. He asked me a third time, again I said no. He was done asking. Later, when I decided to swim over to the shallow side, I felt something moving the water behind me. I turned around and before I could react I was shoved under water. I struggled, the water churning around me. I managed to come up once or twice but after I just didn't have the strength. I kicked and spun desperately trying to get loose from my cousin's grip. My lungs were burning and I could feel my energy leaving me. I swore, I was going to die. My cousin was going to kill me. Over a squid toy. Then, my aunt came out and saw. She dove into the pool and ripped him away from me. I used whatever energy was left to launch myself out of the water and cling onto the pool wall. I was so relieved. My lungs were still burning and my eyes were sore from being open so long in the chlorinated water. I struggled and pulled myself out of the pool, heaving on land. Being able to breathe again felt so amazing. Oh, so amazing. After I had gotten dried off and had something warm to drink, my mom collected me and took me home.

I am older now. Much older. This memory still haunts me. I have nightmares about it.

But, now, if I'm honest, I wish he would have killed me then.
I've been going through depression, being ignored from my friend and talked about behind my back, being beaten up. I'm so tired of it. I've tried ways to help with the stress, stopped the bullying and talking behind my back. Life would seem good, right?
Wrong.
My life is horrible. I'm never good enough, never gotten a decent 'You did as good as you could, and I'm proud of you' in my life.
I don't want attention.
I don't want all these expensive things now in life.
I don't want or need love.
The only thing I want is relief.
And there's only one way I know how to get it.

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IcyKixz260 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Artist
Thx 4 the fav!
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TamaTheLion Featured By Owner 1 day ago
No problem~ :3
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sykaeh Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Congratulations! You are my 35th watcher! You get a special request :D
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TamaTheLion Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2014
Really o3o Woahh :D
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sykaeh Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Yup yup!
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TamaTheLion Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2014
Could I get a picture of..

My fursona and pepper?
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xX-EmO-RaZoR-Xx Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
Guess who it is :3 <3
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TamaTheLion Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014
LIZZY!!!! Omg I missed you ;w; Where'd you go! :iconbrohugplz:
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xX-EmO-RaZoR-Xx Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
I crawled away from DA because well.. Lets say things where going pretty bad on here for me, But hoping for a better fresh start <3 How have things been all this time? ;w; *Hugs tightly* <3
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TamaTheLion Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014
Things have been kinda mixed for me ;w; but I don't care

you scared me so bad omg

I thought something happened to you >.<
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